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I allowed the soft, blissful rhythms of the song to wash over me as I approached a comfortable posture and watched outside the window. I could sense the urgency of the wind to force its way inside; I let it brush past me. The dry patches of land were relegated to a brief nothingness as I fixed my gaze on the setting sun, glowing and golden, as the music went on and on. Everything lost its significance and flashed past before my eyes, but the sun stood its stead. I sought bliss, I sought peace then. The yellow, tepid warmth of that moment insinuated deep into the inner recesses of my mind; sought an endless refuge there, as I sat observing at nothing—mindlessly, thoughtlessly, aimlessly.  In the years to come, the swells of the very song would make me revisit that scene, as if the present around me would not endure when the same old warmth would seep out of my own existence. But the memory would contort. The bliss would masquerade as sorrow; the tepidity as coldness. The once-gentle...

Checkpoint

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Our vehicle came to a halt. It was a checkpoint, an entrance, with some men in uniform sitting inside the cabins, which I didn't see. I just sensed their existence around us, one of them coming over to our vehicle and examining. I continued gazing straight ahead on the large expanse of emptiness, only registering my surroundings through peripheral vision. The checkpoint was on a relatively highland compared to its surroundings. What stood behind, I had no recollection of it. I did not remember the place we were coming from. The part of the road we had just traversed laid in oblivion, in complete unknown, with no trace of it in my memory. It was strange. The only thing that existed was an elongated road stretched out before us. The height of our station afforded me an opportunity to observe the vast expanse of land ahead. An arid, desert of orange and brown hues stretched all across. With blurry, foggy impressions of mountains at the horizon all around. The road laid like a carpet f...

Garden of Eden

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  It is a large expanse of meadows all around, with mountains towering over all sides, sky as blue as an overhanging ocean. The lush verdure carpeting all land, continues to wrap all mountains till top in its green. It is bliss. It is alive. The sunrays light the whole scene, bathing it in their freshness and liveliness. An early hour of winter, an early day of spring. Scents, fragrances, without any apparent source, wafting around with the delicate caresses of the breeze. Right in the centre of those vast grasslands stands a man, turning around and registering the heavenly influence of that place, absolutely enraptured. He is blemished, maimed, dishevelled, a victim of a long, demanding, exertive journey. He might break down and fall succumbing to his weight that he cannot carry anymore. He might fly for the atom of brilliance within him yearns to be free. He does fly, levitating upwards, indeed. Tears roll down his face as he is lifted upwards, heavenwards. They leave his scarred...

One must imagine Sisyphus happy

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There had appeared an object high up in the sky, dashing straight towards the cosmos, apparently escaping earth and its dwellers. It was the early hours of a spring day, but the sun was up at the horizon. The air was still cold and fresh. A man, all alone by himself, was sauntering amid a vast field of lush greens that swayed in the morning breeze. He must have noticed that something was odd with the sky that day. He would have confirmed this conjecture had he looked above right then, for the flying object overhead had now grown double its size, accelerating away from its surroundings. That morning, when it dawned, was inarguably the freshest of the season. The man dressed in his local attire continued walking listlessly amid the fields of green stalks. Any living being might have sensed the mysterious entity right above had there been one other than that lone man, for he did not deign to glance skyward; he had his gaze entirely fixed down at his feet, unperturbed, unstirred. Walking s...

Ouroboros

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The sun was searing through every fabric of seclusion, the radiating heat had blurred the visions. Somebody threw himself in front of the approaching train. Everyone heard the grumbling of the rails, the deafening, alarming horn of the train. Everyone saw its bolting speed; everyone saw it moving. Only some noticed that the scene was not devoid of a mishap. Someone noticed an apparition of a man materialized out of the thin air for a fleeting instant and vaporized just as quickly before the collision. Someone noticed a white cloak fluttering, floating in the scorching wind and watched as it enveloped the front of the train on the impact. Someone saw an old, emaciated weakling of a man; a bent spine throwing himself against the wrought iron front of the train and being shredded into bits instantaneously; his boiling blood evaporating just as it made contact with the blazing world outside; finally freed from the narrow sheaths of the veins. Right then, someone felt something wrong had oc...

Melodrama

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The street was a long, interminable stretch of agony, lit sporadically. At one place, an old tungsten bulb lit the gravel pavement, hanging outside an equally old house. A few paces ahead hung an ancient lantern, flickering and dying in its yellow radiance, outside an equally dilapidated shack. Adjacent to it stood a magnificent bungalow that glowed in brilliance under dozens of its lustrous white lights. Nothing of its emanating glow made it to the portion of the street where it stood strong and proud. Somewhere ahead, a shuttered down, closed house had a white bulb lighting its threshold, contributing its part of illuminating the street. It was an unusual street. There were no other smaller streets extending from its main course. It was narrow and claustrophobic. It had no beginning, no end. The buildings that lined its boundaries were all connected with no interspaces. The ending wall of one house marked the beginning of the other. At some places, magnanimous, extravagant structures...

Purgatory

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There was complete silence. Only broken intermittently by the casual, soothing strokes of a pen against a paper. Every swooping, cursive movement, unique in the sound it produced. The source of that disturbance being a lone man in a corner. The room was entirely wooden, its floor laden with planks and its roof adorned in rustic woods. The wooden walls spoke of ages. An old cottage of refuge. A lone shack of solace. The room was small in dimensions but possessed a window, through which golden rays of the midday’s sun slanted across the floor, lighting the indoors. The man was busy scribbling on a parchment, which had a yellow hue of its own. He sat on a small wooden chair, so obsolete that it appeared it only had a few more years before it would refuse to endure any more burden, and would crumble to its death not being able to shoulder its own weight. The table upon which the writing was in progress suffered the same fate. There was no other furniture in the vicinity. Nevertheless, the ...