Epiphany

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I have been sitting on the balcony for an hour already, bathed in midnight moonlight, gazing deep into the endless horizons. The moon hangs high in the ominous sky, looking like a lone pearl embedded in a dark carpet. An enviable creature, this moon is. When the sun seeks refuge and the darkness ensues, it comes forth to shine its blessings and provide solace for the night. I wish I could vaporize right there and then, become one and the same with its luminosity, so that the sole purpose of my existence is to light up the gloom. Perhaps, doing so may liberate me from this immutable and interminable misery. Perhaps, I may not regret being alive anymore.

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